welcome to my real world

2010-10-01T21:30:00.002+08:00

Im sorry for not updating for a very long period. Simply said,im lazy and i busy with my own life. And as you can see yes im finally with Muhammad Shalehan. He's the sweetest,loving and most appericiative boyfriend ever although at times i feel like strangling him. I love him so much and i know he feels the same way. Eventhough problems are coming down upon us everytime,we manage to pull through it and be strong. He makes me feel that im worthwhile. And that's something every women love. Ouh,and my birthday is coming soon. And i miss my boyfriend like so much. I think i'll shall stop here for now. Will do my best to update regularly.

Byeee :D

2010-06-01T17:36:00.002+08:00

I found myself being my own self like a complete idiot around someone whom i never thought i would fall for. But somehow he made me fall for him. Muhammad Shalehan. I never expect for things to happen so fast but it feels so right when im with him. Arie is being all so jealous that he didn't want to tell me in the first place. But i know he is. I don't wish to hurt either of them. But i need Sha to understand my relationship with arie and i need arie to respect my relationship with Sha. Not that Arie is my boyfriend too. But im happy that i have met Sha.

2010-05-31T07:45:00.002+08:00

They are trying to complicate things and putting me in a spot.

2010-05-26T00:16:00.001+08:00

So yesterday,Sha and i decided to meet to hang out. So he decided to bring me out for a movie which wasn't really part of the plan. So we decided to watch Shrek The Final Chapter which was super funny and touching. And surprisingly i cried watching the touching parts and Mr.Sha decided to laugh at me and he wiped my tears away so ganas. But thanks. After the movie we decided to have dinner over Changi Village since he wanted to eat Nasi Lemak. After the dinner,we decided to hang out at Changi Beach. Kate berdating kan :) So somehow,we just shared our own life stories and Mr.Sha decided to kacau me because of some silly things i describe. The date was awesome. He literally made my day yesterday :) Thank Shahlehan for everything and for making me be myself around you :)

2010-05-21T21:26:00.002+08:00

I,Siti Masuri Ayu miss Ahmad Shairie even though we just met an hour ago. Lame i know. But who cares. I miss him.

To my dearest FORMSPRING STALKERS,this is a message for you. Since you've been updating on my Fs so much telling me how much of a disgrace i am. Asking about my friendship with Hayati and my relationship with Arie, i don't give a damn about what you think of me. If im such a disgrace,then don't bother to waste your time on me. If i'm a dirty woman having a dirty baby,atleast people who love me don't think likewise. I am proud on where i stand now. I have beautiful people supporting me and being there for me when i need them. Isit an eyesore for you to see me how happy i am leading my life while you're sitting behind the computer judging me like you've known me your whole life. And when you couldn't get me on Formspring you decided to throw the bomb on both hayati and her sister. Like what the hell is your problem now. And telling me you saw me and hayati over at simei,you saw me and arie over at changi village. Like what are you? A stalker isit? And there's no reason why must i be in a relationship with arie to go out dating with him? It's none of your damn business. Thank you very much.

P.S; I miss you Honey Chocolate <3

2010-05-19T00:28:00.003+08:00

Oky first of all let me clear things out with whoever has a problem with me and my lifestyles.

I,Siti Masuri Ayu am proud to say that i have an amazing son at the age of 17 and i don't regret any seconds of it. I practically raised my son all by myself and i gave up every freedom to bring him up. And i don't regret it. As im working now,my mom looks after him in the morning while i look after him after my work. And i know ive been seeing my lovely friends alot but that doesn't mean im not doing my job as a mom. Say all you want that im a bad example for my son and all but the thing is im not doing anything bad infront of him. Not like im going around like a slut or take drugs etc. And don't judge me just because i did a mistake once i will keep doing it again. Secondly,i am allowed to see whoever i want and when ever i want. If i want to meet my friends everyday,it isn't your damn problem. And yes so what if Hayati is my new bestfriend. Is it a problem to any of you guys? Does it concern you guys either way? I guess not. Thirdly,Ahmad Shairie and i are in a very good condition. So isit a problem that even though we broke up,we still meet each other and calls each other 'b' and we still exchange kisses? I guess not. If he has a gf,he would have told me or i would have found out no matter what. And no he did not cheat on me with a different girl. We broke up because there were too much distractions by a cruel person and that's why we maintained the relationship we are in right now. I won't call him my boyfriend but i won't call him my friend either. And fourthly,Ahmad Shairie does love my baby. I have eyes and others have eyes too. Im not expecting him to replace his real father. But he's just like a father figure to him. And my baby loves him too. So in a way,both loves each other and i don't have any problem with that. And last but not least. About me keeping my baby away from his father. You people don't know anything that ever happened to us. I will never keep him away from his dad. No matter what,good or evil,that is still his dad. If he wants to see his own son,be my guest. I won't stop him because it's still his too. But the only problem,he hasn't been asking for him ever since he was born. So who's fault isit?

So i end my case now. Stop asking me stupid questions over at formspring. Find your answers here if your questions are related to any of it. And i admit,i am not a perfect mom but hey,im still learning. But still i have to pat myself in the back for bringing him up for almost 2 years by myself. Ive been his mom,his dad,his friend and everything. So don't assume me as a bad mom just because i made a big mistake by having a baby at a young age and before i got married. But so what,my baby is a beautiful mistake and i would rather die than not having him in my life.

2010-05-09T21:47:00.003+08:00

First of all Happy Mother's Day to all MUMMIES out there including myself :)
Daddy decided to make Black pepper crab and order pizza today to make it a simple celebration.
And he gave me a sweet msg wishing me a happy mother's day and telling me how proud he is of me. That is so not my dad to be complimenting me. But i appreciate everything. And my boss just called me yesterday night telling me he needed my help to complete some work that he email-ed me. And i had to get it done by afternoon just now. So i practically didn't sleep well since i was up until 4am finishing the work. Thanks eh Boss. Idiot. HAHA. Anyway,i need to have my late night shower and off to sleep. Goodbye :)

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2010-05-08T23:40:00.001+08:00

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2010-05-08T22:57:00.001+08:00

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2010-04-30T23:38:00.002+08:00

I've decided to cut every ties i had with him. I don't want to rush any relationship with him and somehow i just feel it's too fast. Anyway,i had a great time with hayati,lidiana,cik rose and khilla today. And somehow i kindda miss arie. HAHA. Merepek i know. And i know he miss me too. HAHA. We were suppose to meet later but i think he's too tired so decided to postponed it. So let's just wait and i hope we will meet soon. I miss you Ahmad Shairie :)

2010-04-26T23:40:00.002+08:00

After 4 years of courtship we decided to make it official on the 26th April 2010 at 6.43 pm in the train.*inside joke* This is between Hayati and myself :)

Anywho,as my leading man Zul and myself are getting on pretty well things around me are starting to happen, And i swear i am not loving it. As i went back home earlier today,i realise Arie was at mom's place. I decided not to go up first as i don't want to meet him or see his face at all. But as i waited for about 10 mins,i gave up and just went up. So i pretend as if there's a wall between us and i didn't even want to look him in the eyes. But somehow,he managed to catch my attention and he asked me to send him down and bring Redza along. So he was putting on his helmet he held out his hands for me to salam him as usual then he just pulled me and kissed me on the lips. That is so not necessary Ahamad Shairie. The more i want him out of my life the more he's trying to be there for me. And he's been calling me and thank god my handphone was out of service at that time :) I won't deny the feelings for him are still there but im not going to tell him that and i seriously don't want him to be any part of my life. And if my leading man knows about this,surely mati lah aku :) But im pretty sure he understands it right baby? :)

2010-04-20T23:16:00.002+08:00

You let me walk away when all you had to do was say you're sorry and admit you let your pride get in the way. So blame yourself if im moving away and away from you.

2010-04-16T22:31:00.002+08:00

Since today morning things turned out to be nasty,i was bloody hell pissed off that i decided to walk out and meet my aunty over at bedok and then off to meet my bff amk. Since we both wanted to meet up and have late lunch together. So upon meeting her over at amk both decided to head down to Sembawang since i was meeting Zul and it's near to Woodlands. We had our late lunch and early dinner over at kfc. We wanted to wait for Zul but he was damn late so we had our meal first. Right after Fyd needed to go and Zul arrived just about time and i had to accompany Zul to the KFC AGAIN for his dinner. HAHA. Little did i know that one of the staff was a bapok. Before Zul told me i thought she was just an ugly girl but it turns out it's a bapok. Hang out with that monkey and he literally made me laugh and giggle like nobody business. I don't know why but suddenly i feel like all i could see was him infront of me and nobody else. Man,that's weird. But he's simply amazing. Im going off to sleep now. Goodnight :)

2010-04-10T18:14:00.002+08:00

I very sad because i didn't get to attend the Picnic session with the kaki gerek! My father last minute told me that he wanted to bring out the things at storage over at IMM. So my dad and few of my pakciks and cousin decided to give a lift. I swear my legs are killing me. Im going to sleep soon. Hayati,Lidiana and Ahmad,very2 sorry hor. Blame it on my father who's always informing me last minute. Tell you what,Mashi Monday day,i treat u guys for breakfast or lunch. My treat. CAN? :)
And my dear Arie is being very perangai and we are nowhere near to give in easily. But im pretty sure we will be oky. It always will. And im pretty sure monday evening he's going to meet me :) But for now,both of us need some space.
I will update soon :)

2010-03-16T12:44:00.002+08:00

Since yesterday i was super bored and i was free,i decided to meet hayati for some girl bonding session. Met her over at tampinese and we made our way over at Simie just to have our lunch. Waled around and share our stories and headed back to Tampinese to meet up with Hayati's sister Lidiana. Ouh did i tell you,Hayati went crazy over at Popular just because of the stupid Korean or Japanese boy band or whatever it is. Hahaha. We then made our way to toy'R'us. Since Lidiana wanted to grab the monopoly card game. And yeah,the three of us went crazy and i mean super crazy over there. Bought food from Mcdeez. And made our way to Hayati's void deck to play the game. It's a stupid and irritating game and i got beaten up badly by the two ladies. Taknak bagi muka pat aku! HAHAHA. Arie was being a kind hearted to pick me up over at Tampinese and we made our way over to Century Square at food culture to meet up with his friends and hang out for awhile. His friends are nice i must say. Then accompanied arie over at Sengkang to meet up with the MP. And i was in need of the toilet and there was no toilet to be found. So after the MP,we went over to the petrol station to use the bathroom while he needs to fill in the petrol. I needed to head down to woodlands to get some things. So arie was being kind hearted again to send me there. So i called up fyda to confirm our meeting. Then she told me to meet her up over at Outram. But i went to woodlands first to get some things. And then went back to mummy's place. I wanted to out but i guess i was too tired and even so i didn't want to sakit kan hati Arie because i told him i couldn't lepak with him and his friends. Now i feel bad for paitoa-ing fyda and sha2. Hahaha. Sorry babe(s). And hayati and Lidiana if ure reading this,i am still not satisfy with the monopoly deal card game! Grrr! HAHA.

2010-03-13T20:28:00.002+08:00

Redza has fallen sick and so have i. I just finished spring cleaning the house ALONE. Thank you daddy for helping me by sleeping all the way. HAHA. I did the laundry altogether 8 times. Mampos jugak washing machine aku. Ouh mummy birthday is drawing nearer. And im thinking of getting her a pair of gold ear rings. So can complete the whole set with the other jewelleries. Oky daddy,please bring me to have the ikan bakar over at pasir panjang!

2010-03-04T22:16:00.002+08:00

I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO. IM AT THE EDGE OF LETTING THESE TEARS OUT SO BADLY! AND I FVCKINGLY AM ANGRY WITH SOME PEOPLE WHO DOESN'T RESPECT ME AT ALL!!!!!

2010-03-04T18:43:00.002+08:00

I practically enjoyed my Tuesday night car ride adventure with a bunch of lovely and gerek people. So they picked me up over at Aljunied MRT and off we were to Woodlands first since i need to collect some things And ended up something humiliating happened but only hayati and myself knew it. Wet tissue and lipstick *inside joke*.

So after we left Woodlands we made our way to Lau Pa Sat for dinner but i just had a drink since i was full and i don't really had any appetite. We had our pictures taken as well. And after our dinner we found out that the car was locked in the carpark. Which turns out to be very kecoh for a moment. HAHA. But luckily the guard was a kind soul to let us out :)

Then we made our way to Marina Barrage and it was Hayati's and Ahmad's first time and they turned out to be very jakun. But before we decided to explore,the ladies Hayati,Lidiyana (hayati's sister) and myself include had a thrilling toilet experience. Only god knows how terrified and kecoh we were. HAHA. And the image is still running through my mind clearly. After the toilet incident there's the sprinkler inccident which only we knew. HAHA. After the Marina Barrage trip,we made our last stop over at Henderson Waves. Hayati and myself had a heart 2 heart session and left both of us crying. But we managed to pull it through. While hayati was away with her boyfriend, Lidiyana,Zul,Ahmad and myself had our get to know each other moments and sharing stories. And lastly,Zul and Ahmad had their own debate session and i got too tired that i fell asleep. But i woke up eventually since we were all going back. HAHA. It was amazing and so much fun and we are having our next outing at Sentosa for picnic. And i can't wait :)

FYI, they are all amazing and fun to be around with.

2010-03-02T16:56:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night Arie came over but i tried my very not to look into his eyes. And i succeeded. HAHA. But in the end he came over to me to talk and oky,things were just oky. So when he was about to go back home,mummy persuaded me to sent him downstairs. Suddenly,Redza woke up and walked towards arie. And when arie walked off,redza my baby cried. So arie told me to send him. But i am moving on happily with no regrets :) In a few hours time im meeting Hayati and friends . And im still thinking on what to wear!!!! And i bet hayati still have yet to get ready RIGHT!!! Hahahaha! Oky,i need to go now. Goooooooodbye!

2010-02-28T18:58:00.000+08:00

YES,I FVCKINGLY MISS YOU.

2010-02-28T17:52:00.002+08:00

Not that im complaining,but somehow i feel so miserable. I want to let those tears out but it can't. If mummy is here now,i could prolly talk to her and cry on her shoulder. But tomorrow can. Anyway,anytime this year,maybe i'll be moving back to Singapore. And daddy says it's either going to be at Tampinese,Woodlands,Jurong or Sengkang. Why Tampinese? So that i could be near to my mom. Why Woodlands? Because that is basically my hometown and my friends are all there. Why Jurong? Practically because it's near to all daddy's family. And why Sengkang? Because daddy loves the surroundings. So daddy asked me where i would want to lived. I would prolly pick either Woodlands and Tampinese. Since i have my friends both at that place. Hahaha. I don't mind wherever it is as long as im back in spore and stay there for good. I am tired each time i have to cross over and then going back to my mom's place. And it'll be easier for the rest of my family including my daddy. Omg im just freaking excited and im praying hard that the application will be approve.

2010-02-26T18:11:00.002+08:00

I want to eat the ikan bakar over at pasir panjang.

Daddy please spare some time and bring the whole family there for dinner. Please.

2010-02-25T19:06:00.002+08:00

I am talking to my mum. And i think im going to cry pretty soon. And secretly,i miss him so badly. Maybe it's because of the surroundings over at mom's place too much of a pleasant memories for us. Booooooooooohoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

2010-02-24T22:14:00.002+08:00

I am looking forward to the Tuesday Night Riding with Yatie and some friends. And im trying to pull Zul along after his work. So let's hope everything goes well.

And btw,this one whole day arie and i kept silence and it felt so GOOOOOOOOD! I think it's better this way less stressful and not being pressured and i have people supporting me. Especially Zul,thanks dude. Apparently,tomorrow i have to face Arie again for the last time. And soon after that,i want to cut him out from my life and Redza's. It's for our own good both me and him. I miss my mummy already. And i miss my baby brother Muhammad Ali Farhan. And daddy promised me that we will go out again perhaps during on March. And i freaking miss the Ice Lemon Tea at the Zoo. Hahaha. Oky lame sia mash2. Im turning in soon. So goodnight.

2010-02-23T17:34:00.002+08:00

Somehow after the long confrontation we had these few days,i can honestly say i am doing pretty well. Break up happens and u'd be done with it. I guess im not really that upset to the extend of crying the whole time because i knew someday this might happened. And after this thursday,i am pretty sure Arie and i will be leading our own lives peacefully. Since thursday we had got to meet for some personal reasons and i know things are going to be a little awkward for us. But we had to face it. But i know,i am way over this break up. But give me strength to face him later on. I know he misses me and i definitely miss him. But things are done. Will update soon.

2010-02-23T10:15:00.002+08:00

My anger overcame myself. It was bad and i was spouting all harsh words towards him. Maybe this is the only way for him to actually think i hate him. So that we both can move on with our lives peacefully. Redza is always bringing his photo to me. I feel bad but that's the way it has to be. Im a strong women :)

2010-02-21T21:55:00.002+08:00

It's been a hard time for me and arie since we are trying our best to stay cool as possible. I am sad to say that both of us couldn't handle the pressure of the surroundings that has been keeping us apart. Even when we knew how much we loved and miss each other,still its not possible for us to actually go through this at least for now. But as i said to him,there will be no women LIKE ME could accept him for who he is actually. And i stand by my words. I miss you Ahmad Shairie.

2010-02-19T21:47:00.002+08:00

Im upset with myself to actually walk out from this relationship. I couldn't handle the pressure around me,and i know he was pressured too. So its the best thing that maybe we should just stay away from each other rather than getting badly hurt in the future. Even though we miss and love one another,i think its the best thing to be apart. It's painful for me to see him trying his best to prove others wrong that he loved us so much. But some people are just plain cruel to even understand us. He has his own history and so do i. Why put all the blame on him when i,myself had a bad history too. I guess people just haven't had a chance to see our relationship. If they could see us together,maybe they would understand. But like i always said on my post,i never want to put any high hopes for this relationship to actually last. And im glad i did. If Arie and i are meant to be,then we're meant to be. As for now,let's see where things are leading to.

And let me say ' I love you Ahmad Shairie and let's just wait '

2010-02-18T16:28:00.002+08:00

Boyfriend and i celebrated our anniversary with a bad event.

Things got out of hand. And im sad that people are ruining us.

It made me realise how much Boyfriend loves me and Redza and at that point i knew we loved one another. But im sad to say that maybe this could be the end of us. But boyfriend seems to disagree that we should ruin our relationship just because someone disapprove of us. But i love my boyfriend. Happy 1 month love.

2010-02-17T18:51:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night my boyfriend decided to bring me out for a late night date and we went to Punggol park for fishing. After i put Redza to sleep,mummy was being a very kind hearted to let me go out with boyfriend since she knows we need some time alone. So upon reaching there,boyfriend showed me how to pasang the fishing rod and all. But sadly,it was an unpleasant ending of our date. But well,things will be oky. And we're oky now. Boyfriend reminded me that tomorrow marks our 1st. I swear,even though at times he just tick me off and i feel like slapping him in the face,i still love him :)

2010-02-16T11:51:00.002+08:00

I am falling inlove with you even though i have the intention of ending us.

2010-02-14T19:40:00.002+08:00

My love just got into an accident. He said the taxi driver went and hit him. And now he's in the hospital. I plan to visit him but he doesn't want me to. He keeps saying he's fine apparently he's not. Get well soon love. And love,reason number one why i don't like riding bikes because im scared this accidents will happen. So if i say no bike means no bike understand. And that's why i teach you to bace doa before naik motor. Amalkan slalu. This is why i describe my boyfriend as the irritating and stubborn jerk boyfriend.

2010-02-14T13:51:00.002+08:00

As i was sleeping peacefully suddenly that irritating boyfriend of mine decided to start a little tiff with me. Since we were both not in a pretty good mood,so we ended up having a little argument just because i didn't bother to reply his stupid msg. Pardon me it was at 3 in the morning and as i said i was sleeping soundly. I ended up ignoring all his arguments and so i think he felt bad,he dropped by at mom's place at 4 to make it up to me. Like i said my boyfriend is an idiot one :)
After all that sorry,his cousin gave him a call and asked boyfriend and myself to meet them at Mustafa Centre. But i was plain tired and lazy. Boyfriend went off and everything was oky.
Anyway,to all Chinese and Couples,Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentines Day.
Let's spread the love ♥

2010-02-13T21:12:00.003+08:00

My very irritating boyfriend and i went for our first movie date Percy Jackson over at tamp mall. Since tomorrow both couldn't make any free time to go out we move it to today. First of all i would like to say that Percy Jackson rules it all. I give 4 and a half popcorn. Hero die handsome kapa. After the movie we went back to my mom place to hang out and spent some quality time together with Redza. My boyfriend manja kan Redza but at times he is strict with him whenever Redza is being so kurang ajar. I don't know ikot foot steps sape :)
Boyfriend is working right now and i bet he is tired since he is working up till 2 am.
Take care love. Im falling inlove again with my boyfriend. But my Achmad Redza will always be first on the list. Im turning in soon. So im gonna give boyfriend a call now. Will update soooooon ♥

2010-02-12T11:34:00.002+08:00

One reason why i love my boyfriend because he simply irritates me like hell :)

Boyfriend came down to johore in the morning just to have breakfast with me and my baby.

And he went off to work again. Buang terbiat :)

Some people are projecting me and boyfriend having an inner relationship if u know what i mean.But i am proud to say my boyfriend is a gentleman and NO we are not having any intercourse or whatsoever. ADA PAHAM? Oky gooooood! So stop questioning me alright.

Anywho,boyfriend and i are catching Percy Jackson tomorrow.Yeah baby. And we are going to do some shopping for Redza's things.

I love you Achmad Redza and Ahmad Shairie.

2010-02-07T01:03:00.002+08:00

Finally i've brought together my bestfriend Fyd and my boyfriend Arie to hang out and im

happy that my bestfriend approved to our relationship.

And that's all i need.

Boyfriend has changed recently since our heart 2 heart emotional conversation. In a good way i guess. Even though at times i wished he was never in my life and how much i feel like i want to hate him,somehow,he tried his best to do the right thing and always assuring me to have faith in this relationship. I am not afraid to say that i love him but i am not putting any high hopes for this relationship to work all the way. As for now,i know he needs me and i need him to there for Redza as well. They click perfectly and the funny thing is Redza can go anywhere with him without me and im shocked. And boyfriend is always telling people that Redza is his son. I felt awkward about that. But nevermind :)

Anywho,i miss him already. He must be working right now.

And Redza is sleeping soundly.

I love you Achmad Redza and Ahmad Shairie :)

2010-02-03T22:12:00.000+08:00

“Guys drink to forget about girls.
Girls drink to think back about the guy.

When guys are in love, they become poor.
When girls are in love they become pretty.

Guys can forget, but can’t forgive. Girls can forgive but can’t forget.

Guys break up when they feel love from another girl.
Girls break up when they feel the separation from their man.

Guys feel curiosity towards all girls.
Girls feel curiosity towards guys who are interested in them.

When guys are heartbroken they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl.
When girls are heartbroken they try to find his characteristics in another guy.

But finally, guys wish to be her first love, girls wish to be his last.”
Is this unbelievingly true or what??

2010-02-03T22:09:00.000+08:00

Truth about Girls

We act like we’re cold so you’ll hold us.
Gossip isn’t a sin, it’s an art.
The word “bitch” doesn’t mean much to us.
When we say we’re fine, we’re usually not.
Most of us fall in love way too easily.
We’re never too old for sleepovers.
All of us have a mean side, some of us just don’t show it.
We’re confusing, & you’ll never have us completely figured out.
Most of us like attention.
All of us like to hear that we’re beautiful.
Most of us love cuddling.
No matter how many times we say we don’t care, we usually do.
We’ll mess with your head.
If we say that nothing’s wrong, something usually is.
& just when you think you have us figured out, something will change & you’ll be all wrong.

2010-02-01T17:22:00.002+08:00

My boyfriend is coping with 2 works. Goodluck love. Im still considering to have two jobs.

But boyfriend doesn't want me to work so much since he's afraid i have no time for Redza at all. I think my boyfriend knows im still upset with him and he's trying his very best to overcome his weakness. And im trying my best to support him.

Im not giving any high hopes for this relationship to work. But since im already with him,well i guess im trying my best for this relationship since i know he his doing his part. And i can see my baby needs my boyfriend. Because whenever he's around,he seems so much happier and they look so happy bullying one another. They just click :)

Well,i will stop now. Need to carry on what im doing.

Meeting love later. Goodbye.

2010-01-31T14:18:00.002+08:00

I miss this irritating boyfriend of mine. Even though he tends to make me angry and always making me hate him,something about him just makes me loves him still. But im happy he loves my baby Achmad Redza and my baby loves him too. Sometimes i think my boyfriend loves him more than me. But that's a good thing. Hahaha.

And he's spoiling Redza right now. Always giving him what he wants. But as long as Redza is happy,im happy too.

Overall,i love my two boys.

But i love my son more of course. HAHA

♥ Achmad Redza & Ahmad Shairie.

2010-01-11T22:32:00.002+08:00

And we will officially declare when the time is right ♥

2010-01-04T14:46:00.002+08:00

I am putting away my tagboard for awhile.
&&
I may be deleting the blog soon. Still consedering,but in the mean time,i will update if im free oky.

2009-12-21T20:16:00.002+08:00

Since i promised wany that i would do a proper update. So i will update now. Wany,i know it's a little too late but hey,i 'm updating :)

Anyways,my baby has not been feeling well. But he's still active only not active as always. Poor baby. Mummy loves you <3

He has diarrhoea. He's been passing out 8 times a day. But still he eats alot and drinks alot. Well that's got to be good. Im finding myself a job. And my friend recommended me a job as a receptionist. Im still waiting for the confirm call. So wish me luck.

Im doing well anyway. Very good i must say. Ouh and im having my very first official date with my best friend Zul. Since he's been bragging for one. But no mushy2 stuffs oky. Anyway,i will update soon oky. As soon as i can.

&& my baby is turning 18 months soon. I love you.

2009-11-11T22:31:00.002+08:00

I am so fed up that Charles is not out of the Competition PERIOD! Nabey sia. Why was he in the top 24 in the first place. But im still supporting Sylvia and Sezairi. Ouh and GIRL POWER! Hahaha. So this is my post. Hahaha. Random i know. I will update again soon. I promise.

2009-10-23T22:36:00.001+08:00

4 more days baby to my birthday. But somehow,something is just not right.

I should be happy right? I guess so. Anywho,i've no mood to do any updates for awhile. Will update sooooooon alright.

Goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooodbye!

2009-10-19T13:00:00.000+08:00

My Friday was very well spent with Fyd and Didie. Did alot of catch ups. I was looking forward to meet khilla sisnce it's been like ages since i last saw her. And i hope she likes her present. Hahahaha. Anywho,slept over at her place did a little catch up and my Saturday was spent at my Cousin jemputan. She is so beautiful. Ouh,and the food were great. I ate alot and i mean alot nk mampos. Hahaha. Ouh and i had to take care 2 children. My baby and Farhan since he doesn't want anyone else except me. Im envy of my cousin. But no worries,i hope to have a proper wedding next time around :D

Ouh my son was hit by this swing when one of the child sengaje swing that thing in front of Redza and he fell and he had a very huge benjol at the back of his head. Ape lagi,mengamok lah saya. I brought that kid to his mom and luckily the mom minta maaf. Anyways,i think i gained back my weight. I definitely need to take out my wii and do some exercise. Ouh my birthday is coming like real sooooooooooooooooon. 8 more days alright. And i want to go to the Zoo please.

Anyways,i will update sooooon oky. I want to take a nap now.

Goooooooooooooooooooodbye!

I love this photo. You can see how much my baby brother loves Redza :)

2009-10-15T14:22:00.002+08:00

I want to go to the Zoooo. Yatie and Wany let's pack our backpack and head down to the Zoo :))

Anyone else want to join,just join oky tapi ticket bayar sendiri. Hahahaha. I had the feelings suddenly to visit the Zoo. I miss the Zoo. Hahahaha.

Tonight daddy is bringing us to the Vivo Meal restaurant and im having my super baked fish pasta. I can't wait. Ouh it's raining again. Monsoon season i guess. This Saturday my cousin is getting married. And my aunt called my dad to drag me along so i HAVE to go no matter what. But im going there also just see my baby brother Muhammad Ali Farhan <33333

Oky,suddenly my mind went blank =______________=

I want to catch Growing Up later on so i better get going.

Gooooooooooooooooooooodbye!

2009-10-10T19:50:00.002+08:00

I finally got my hair done well. I wanted to make it short actually,but the very cute,yet sexy and sweet hairdresser accidentally cut it shorter than i expected. Hahaha. No worries,he decided to make my hair looks sexy. Hahahaha. Ouh and i coloured my hair copper brown. I love it. And i suddenly miss my very long hair. But like Wany said,have a different hairstyle. Haahaa. I was supposedly to meet her the other day,but we both too busy we decided to cancelled it. I'll meet you next time. And i need to meet didie and fyda real soon. Since i promised to them. And not forgetting to meet my sweetheart Wanie. Too many people i need to meet since they wanting to meet me. And i myself need to meet them. I miss my Yanti and the gang so muchhhhh. Arie toooo :) BUT most of all i miss MUHAMMAD ALI FARHAN <333333>

Anyway,goooooooooooooooooodbye!

I miss you my old long hair :) But goodbye hair2 :)

2009-10-06T19:30:00.002+08:00

Lately,i am not feeling very myself. I feel so angry in me like i just want to throw a heavy thing onto someone face. Remembering the cruel people who had been passing bad judgement towards me really effect me in some ways. I feel some people are just projecting me the wrong way. They don't know how much i've sacrificed my life just to bring up my baby. But instead all they see in their eyes is that i'm just some young mom who doesn't bother about my family and my son. You know how hurtful that sounds. I threw away my freedom so as to bring up my son like any mom would but instead in some people eyes i am bring up my son the wrong way. And this fcuking stranger came up to me and say " You should realise that one day your son is going to look down on you. And he's going to leave you because he's ashamed of you." That's exactly what she said. Omg,i am so mad at that moment but i decided to cry instead. Luckily my parents were there to comfort me. I mean,you don't come up to a stranger and say that to someone you don't even know. That is so rude and im disgusted. She really humiliated me and violated my pride period. I know my family and friends say we need not hear what people say,but sadly this effect me badly. It got me thinking what other people look at me as a mom? I may be young to be mom,but i am a mom who loves her child,who'd do anything for her child and puts her son well being before herself. So people next time if you want to say some things,think twice even though you are just trying to advice them because sometimes it may hurt them in any kind of ways. I am being emotional aren't i? I guess im ending here. I will update sooooooon :)

2009-10-05T15:36:00.003+08:00

I am so angry that nothing could describe it. Strangers coming up to me and saying this and that in front of my face,goodness gracious. And on top of that,they don't know anything about me or my family. I was humiliated. They violated my pride. I am too angry that i feel like crying. And the worst part is that,no one cares how i feel. All they know is how bad they hurt others and that makes them feel good or should i say proud of themselves. !@#$ %^&*()_+

I am feeling very downcast lar.

2009-10-04T13:53:00.002+08:00

I am currently watching F1 race in Japan. And i am hoping either vettel or hamilton to win this race. But,i am still praying that Jenson Button with the grand Championship for this year F1 race. So praying hard now. Anywho,yesterday i headed down to my aunt place since she has some kind like an open house. Alamak,makanan die sedap2. But too bad i was full that period. After long hours over there,daddy decided to go to another of my uncle house. But before that,daddy surprised me by giving me the Transformer Wii Game that i've been dying to get. So thanks daddy. My son as always is getting more mischievous. Anyway,i can't concentrate right now due to wathching this race. So off i go now. Goodbye!

2009-09-28T21:23:00.002+08:00

I have finally watch Bring It On. Gerek nk mampos punye i tell you. For me i guess. But overall,its better than any others like from part 1 to 4. So catch it people :)
Anywho,im going to bed soon. Since tomorrow my baby has appointment and then i promised dydy to meet her. So i need to turn in early. So gooooodnight:)

2009-09-27T08:14:00.003+08:00

It's 8.14 am and im still not asleep. I spent the whole night with my cousins playing games. Ouh,i am addicted to my Mr. Harry Potter game. I just bought 3 new games. And next week daddy is going to buy the transformer game and call of duty. Oky i don't sound so wamanly. But that's me. I love games. So anywho,i want to get back on my game now. So i will update soon alright.

2009-09-25T21:33:00.000+08:00

I've finally watched it. So bloghoppers,when ure reading this,i am recommanding you guys to watch this movie. A great thriller movie. Ouh and it shows that no matter how close u are to your girl friends or how much you care or love them,they are going to stab on your back sooner or later. But i definitely didn't feel sleepy towards the whole show. So better catch it alright everyone. Well anyway,im a little lazy to update actually. I want to get back on my exercise with my Wii. Goodbye peeps.

2009-09-25T18:27:00.002+08:00

I am going to watch Sorority Row sooooon!

2009-09-25T09:41:00.002+08:00

I am totally obsessed with my Nitendo Wii.

2009-09-11T15:25:00.000+08:00

I was pressured too much yesterday night. My baby kept on vomitting non stop. He does not want any milkor food. I was obvously upset. Which mother would like to see their own child to fall ill right. So some say maybe Redza have to change his milk. He vomitted 5 times. I wanted to bring him to thehospital but it was at night and i do not have that much of money. My daddy is in Malaysia. But alhamdullilah,he's fine now. He's appetite is back to normal. And please lar to whomever it may concer, "if you're not a mother yet,don't try to teach me. I know what's right and wrong. And i know my own son. Jangan sampai aku maki kau cukup2. Semalam baru sikit. I know you'd be reading this. So buck up BABI!". I am feeling so exasperated right NOW! Some people are simply so REPUGNANT. Anyway,i thinki need to cool down now. I will update soon oky.

2009-09-09T21:36:00.000+08:00

Since my butt was stuck at home the whole day,seriously i have nothing to update. Except for the fact that i got to talk or should i say msn with my sweetheart wanie. Since i can't remember when we last talked. Had our catch ups moments and laughing to ourselves infront of the computer moments. Wanie bile nk jumpe i pegi makan chocolate fondue? Haha. Lepas Raya can? Daddy promised to bring farhan out with us soon. Since i miss him so much. Daddy promised to bring us go Under Water World. I went there last when i was like 12 or 13. Hahaha. Long time indeed. Anyway,i want to go continue chat with my sayang Wanie.
Gooooooooodbye.

2009-09-09T00:22:00.002+08:00

Hello to all the blog readers. I am so sorry for not updating quite some time. Ive been so busy with stuffs and spending alot of quality time with my parents and some dear ones. Iam happy that i am officially a single mom. Da jadi JANDA. Hahahaha. Oky,not a nice word to hear i must say :)

Anywho,im getting ready for my school to start. My hairdressing course. What else? Ouh,my son was down with a high fever and he had red spots all over him,but he's oky now. Only having cough and flu. Ouh,i got sick too. So im down with a very bad cough and flu. Tak boleh angkat sey. Bla bla bla! I don't know what to update. But i'll try my best to update regularly oky! Gooooodnight.

2009-08-03T16:36:00.002+08:00

My mami should be on the plane by now. And she's reaching Spore at about 11 night.Ouh dear,i miss her so much. Patience is needed now. I really have no idea what to update. I shall update soon oky. I want to have my meal now. Tooooooodles.

2009-07-31T13:47:00.000+08:00

My Thursday was very well spent with Zuzu. We were both quite shocked actually to see each other short. Hahaha. And i really thought she was a tall person. LOL. Anywho,we had a good chat and all and when Didie decided to give me a call,she wanted to meet me. So i brought zuzu to meet Izzati,Fifi,Fyda and Sha2. They wanted us to join them to go to Bugis,but i decided pass. Ouh,didie's daughter is so cute oky! Yeah,fifi and didie were all jakun to find out that zuzu was staying and Japan. Hilarious i must say. Anyway,im very tired. Got to continue with my Sorority game :)) Ouh and did i tell you,Redza was being all flirty around Zuzu. Gatal nye budak. Ouh,and i bumped into Kymah unexpectedly. Hahahaha.

P.S; Im meeting Zuzu very sooooon again :)

2009-07-29T12:01:00.002+08:00

My monday night was spent on the phone with Fyda aka fydot. Since i was utterly upset with some people,she decided to give me a call and cheer me up. So we spent 7 hours top talking and laughing our ass off as always. BIG LOL for that. We refreshed back to our school lifes. From our bad to worse. Ouh,and we spent alomost an hour talking about food non stop. Meeting her soon. And i promised her to watch Harry Potter AGAIN with her. LOL. Anyway,my mom just called as she said she'd be extending her visa so she'll be back about a week or two. Mami,cepat lar balik! We miss you lar. Anywho,this Saturday,Fyda and i and her mom are heading down to Larkin to get our baju raye2 done. Im excited over that. I can't wait. Zul is being a pain in my arse. Nothing better to do other than distubing me. It's quite annoying i must say. Anyway,i'll blog again soon oryte. I wanna eat my pizza :)

2009-07-27T18:32:00.000+08:00

Its Monday and i swear the TV programmes were all killing me to death. Its so boring oky. I thought of heading down to the pool but unfortunately it's pouring today. Some luck. Anyways,my weekends were spent by my family and cousins. But,i miss my mom already. She said she'd be coming back from Nepal prolly Friday or Saturday at least.Anyway,my Saturday were spent at Tesco for some HEAVY dinner. And my sunday,were spent going to idk where. I just followed the others. It was a beautiful place with lots and lots of mother nature and we had dinner at grandma's place. Super delicious. And back home sweet home. Im feeling all so haggard. Some pictures for you guys. Thanks to my cameraman for the day. Anyway,im off oky.

Toooooooooooooooooooooodles!

2009-07-25T11:31:00.002+08:00

Tag replied.

wanie bunnie: makchekkk!!! i miss lu sama nyonya khilla lahh.. hurhur.
mashi;yeah! hahaha. long time no see babe! hahaa

Shizuko: Haha!! Alah sayang, meet up on Thursday lah! Are you free or not?
mashi; hahaa! :)

Wany: Wahh seyy ! Kak Zuzu meet redza but never meet me, hmmmph !!
mashi; just meet together lor :)

Shizuko: I am excited to meet you and baby Redza next week!
mashi; yesssss! have a safe ride. cepat2 sampai oky. hahha.

Kymah: Redza semakin hari semakin comelotehhh macam mummy diaaa je

mashi; hahaha,alahai,dipuji jugak saye. haha. die memang sentiase comel :)

2009-07-24T18:28:00.002+08:00

Happy 20th Birthday Daniel Radcliffe!

ILY!

2009-07-24T18:28:00.000+08:00

Happy 20the Birthday Daniel Radcliffe!

ILY!

2009-07-21T18:36:00.002+08:00

Another day passed,and still lots of things to be done. Thursday end fast please. Oky wait,only during the afternoon. Hahahaha. Im a little aghast for this thursday. I have a bad feeling im not going to do well :x CB lah me! *smack forehead*. Anyway,im meeting Zuzu next thursday. Wooooohoooo,i can't wait. And oh dear khilla,please make yourself free after work,so that both of us can meet you sayang. And im still wishing eelaah could tag along :)

Wanie,i miss you too lar. Hahaha. See lah,i online,u tkde,i tk online u cari2 i. Ape lah! Hahahaha. And baby mesti cute,kate mak cute. *roll eyes* LOL.

Oky peeps im gettimg out of here.

Tooooodles.

*feeling all so incensed*

2009-07-20T21:15:00.000+08:00

Since we cancelled the plan to Kota Tinggi due to some fire drill exercise,cousins and i decided to catch Harry Potter AGAIN. So it was my second time. Hahaha. Crazy i know. And so i left baby to my mummy. Ouh my mom is heading to KL soon. So take care btw. I love you. So we had dinner at Vivo Meal. And so i rushed back home immediately to catch my Harry Potter And The Goblet Of Fire. Anyway,Harry Potter And The Deathly Hollows(part 1) will be premiering end of next year. And the (part 2) will be on 2011. So Harry Potter fans,be ready oky. Be very ready. In my aspect,i think the final 2 shows are going to be really hit. Since it's going to be the final. Ouh i'm going to miss them :)

Anyway,my FTT are coming real real soon. So good luck to me then :))

Someone is being so impertinent,impudent and ouh,one more word UNGRACIOUS. Grow up honeyy,and try to think clearly alright. If im what u say i am,then remember you're just the same as me except you're much worse. So think before you say. Ty!

Ouh and Wanie! Why are you not online,when im online? LOL. Wait i offline,u carik2 me right? ;)) Hahahaha. And Khilla and Dhilla,i miss you guys lar :))

Oky peeps,im off alright. Catching Desperate Housewives soooooon.

Tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooodles.

P/S; falling into place.

2009-07-18T13:18:00.002+08:00

Definitely im watching my Harry Potter and the prisoner of Azkaban tonight. And cousins are coming over. And tomorrow morning heading down to Kota Tinggi,and i'll make it back home in time to watch my Harry Potter and The Goblet Of Fire :)

So i'll be updating on Monday oky. Or maybe tomorrow. And most prolly i'll be spending my night on the phone with my partner♥ . So yeah. Talk to you sooooon.

Alright,i will update soon. I need to do some housework.

Toooooooooodles.

2009-07-17T09:06:00.000+08:00

First of all, HARRY POTTER WAS BRILLIANT. Except for the fact the ending is like so unfinished. Oky,since i could only managed to warched at tamp,i invited hayati with me. Hahaha. She could tell i was super duper excited for the show. LOL. I was pissed of by myself because i actually wanted to but rhe Harry Potter popcorn,but instead i bought the normal one. Hahaha. The advertisment was a never ending one. I felt a little annoyed by it. Hahaha. Ouh,it was a good Harry Potter show ever. It was more funnier and much darker at the same time. Im overjoyed oky. LOL. I was too busy with my harry potter that i didnt take any pictures. LOL. Anyway,i had fun with harry potter and with yatie. Hahaha. We should have our movie date again soooooon oryte. Hahahaha.

I stiil can't over myself over harry potter. To me,the movie was phenomenal. It's a hair-raising and heart stirring show tooooo. Oky,i have to stop h ere. I will update soon alright :))

2009-07-15T14:08:00.000+08:00

My Harry Potter is premiering TOMORROW! And i am super excited. Im feeling so INTOXICATED. LOL. First show woooohoooo! Im ready and all set to go. Oky,im going insane :))
Anywho,i feel very remorseful towards the two guys who asked me out. I am so sorry. I turned down two dates and one time. They were really sweet but im just not up for it. And i don't know how to make it up to them. Anyways,since my dad knows how crazy i was owards Harry Potter,he got me another poster of Daniel Radcliffe with his shirt off oky people! How coool is that. And of course,i drool looking at it. Hahahaha. In hours time i have to rush down to my grandma house since i promised to have dinner together with them. Ouh,i miss her. Hahaha. I have a boring life indeed. Hahahahaha. But no sweat. I enjoyed it. I really have to get packing my baby's things. Good luck to my mom who's taking care of Redza. Hahahaha. I love you mami! Thank you so much. Oky i really have to get going. Will Update real soon alright. Ouh,one more thing, "Im watching Harry Potter" Bluuuueeeekkk!

Tage replied:

Lenny: OMG mashi! y0u b0ught all the magazine that have harry p0tter! haha. u are s0 funnily cute y0u kn0w! *winks.

Mashi; tu lame nye,i have yet to upload the new ones. hahaha.

Ain: Mashi!!!my sweet thang..
Mashi; Hey ain!! My sweeeeet thangggg! :))

Wanie: Hey ♥~ Hehe. Wah. Daniel Radcliffe here & there. Hee. Ofcos I'll bring you there~ I waena eat the choc fondue again!!
Mashi; Hahahaha,oky promised uh. hahaha. Let's set the date and time soooon alright babe :))

Kymah: MASHIIIII!
Mashi: Kymahhhh !!!

Shizuko: Mashi sayang! Hope you and baby Redza is doing fine and I can't wait for Harry Potter to be out!
Mashi; Ouh sayang,me and redza are super fine. Ouh,Harry Potter is coming out tomorrow. I can't wait tooooo :)

filanaomi: dear do relink me aites thx!!! www.welcomehomefilanaomi.blogspot.com

Mashi; Ive relink u babe. :)

2009-07-13T19:19:00.000+08:00

Oky,this are some belongings of my collection. These are just some of it. Believe me when i say there are more. I have more new posters in my room. I think im going really crazy over Daniel Radcliffe. Someone please snap me up. Im mpre anxious each day nearer to the premier. Im becoming more demented oky. This has got to stop sey mashi *smacks forehead*. I thanked my mom alot for helping me take care of my baby this once. Hahahaha. So good luck mummy. I owe you big time. Hahahaha. 3 more days. Ouh please,forward the time please. I cant't wait any longer.

Anyway,Harry Potter and the deathly hollows are splitting up into 2 parts. When is it going to end sey. They shouldn't keep their fans waiting you know. Its not goood. Hahahaha. Anyone have any idea where to get Harry Potter figures collection. Ive been searching,but i don't know excatly where. So tell me if you know alright. Oky,om off to watch The day after tomorrow. Ouh and sexy wanie,bring me to the chocolate bar soooon. Hahaha. ILY! So i'll update soooon.

Goooooooobye!

2009-07-13T11:40:00.002+08:00

3 MORE DAYS TO MY HARRY POTTER!

The day has finally arrived! Yessssssa baby!

2009-07-10T01:18:00.001+08:00

My Wednesday was very well spent with Fyda. Although she was bullied by Redza very badly. Im so sorry babe. Redza is getting more demanding and more active. Ever since his two teeths are growing out,all he does is biting me non stop. LOL. I'll just have to endure it since i am his mother anyway.

1 week which is the same as 7 days which is also the same as 168 hours to my Harry Potter. Tickets has yet to be out. And once is ready to be booked,im going to book it on the day of the premier itself! OHYEAHH BABY! Im watching Harry Potter. Oky,relax and take it easy. Isn't Harry Potter or should i say Daniel Radcliffe is the most appealing,attractive,charming,dreamy,heavenly,captivating,pleasing,suave, divine,humble,radiant,alluring,drop dead gorgeous. Oky i have to stop here. The list will go on continuously if i don't stop.

.Ouh,my heart is pounding and im having goosebumps everywhere but i feel ecstatic too at the same time during the Harry Potter trailer was shown on the TV. LOL. I'M A DORK ACUTELY. I know.

Ouh Red Thread is getting on my nerves. Seriously! I can't wait for the Season Finale. It's going to be a one hack of a show for me. Hahooooooo! Notably,i am going to cry extensively during the show. Mind me people. Haha.

Im very listless now. And i mean VERY! With the house chores and taking extra care on Redza since he's getting more vigorous and vital i must say. So i have got to take extra care of him =_=

Ouh and im feeling a little satiated with things are now. All these are causing me to be so DOPEY BABY! HELP ME PLEASE. Oky,i want to have my goodnight rest and i will update pretty sooooooon. Until then,goooodnight fellow readers!

Goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooodbye!

2009-07-07T18:54:00.002+08:00

Infidelity is a bad thing!!

2009-07-06T18:32:00.000+08:00

I'm am utterly upset with i don't know what. My hormones has came back with a very ugly emotions. And to this stupid hormones,all my unpleasant memories starts to flashback and tend to make me go crazy. It's bothering me for the past few days and i tend to get lost and not focusing on things that i am supposed to. Stupid hormones. This is nightmare. I hurt someone whom i knew loved me for myself. Instead of giving him a chance i hurt him and pushed him away from me. I feel good but somehow,somewhere,i feel terrible. This is insane isn't it. I just can't bring myself to let someone in my life. After what happened,forget it. One word; "Trauma". I tried to give in,but somehow,i'm afraid and i wouldn't want to get hurt. Even if i have to grow old alone,i still don't mind because i still have my son. I had it with stupid jerks and i can't bring myself to trust others. I'm not being ego,but my conscious are clear. Sometimes i just need to let it out.

Oky enough of this. What more can i update. Ouh,Harry Potter next week bebeh! And i am going to book the tickets tomorrow. I'm heading down to catch the movies with two wonderful ladies Fyda bff and Sha'sha. I've longed to meet them. Im so excited for the movie. Hurry up please. I can't stand it any longer. Hahaha. So readers,i will update soon oky! Goooooodbye.

Redza's 1st Birthday.

2009-07-01T17:56:00.001+08:00

Sorry readers for not updating these few days. Been busy,internet is making an excuse for me to use. LOL. And im super tired. Anyway,ive not much to update. I let the pictures do the talking. The event was held on Saturday. We celebrated Redza's 1st Birthday. It was hell lots of fun.

I promise i will do a proper update tomorrow oky!

Harry Potter Premier

2009-06-21T12:18:00.004+08:00

16th July 2009!

I am so going to watch this on the first day of the opening. I don't care. Im a geek. My bff knows that. Harry Potter is a must in my daily life. I can like watch it over and over and over again for everyday!! I've read the books plenty of times.Even if no one wants to accompany me pon tkper uh!! Can watch ALONE UH! LOL. Im super excited. Ouh,did i tell you,i even try to win a contest to go and watch Harry Potter Gala premier at Tokyo i think! Goshes. I hope im lucky enough. LOL.After all these years and months,the day is about to arrive. Somebody stop me before i get crazy. HELP! Oky,got to book the tickets next week since someone has already promised to accompany me! Hahahaha. Im booking next weeeek. LOL.

Oky,heads up! Toooodles.

2009-06-15T18:12:00.002+08:00

Hello guys.

First of all i would like to congratulate Fyda for having a babygirl. Welcome to the motherhood babe. I hope you're doing great.

Secondly,on Friday,i met my SIL as we were planning to go bugis to search for Redza's birthday things. But due to our laziness,we decided to hit to IMM instead. As always,Redza is being so stubborn always wants me to carry him. I was so tired. Hahahaha. Had our lunch at Burger King. Then bought some stuffs for the party. Presents,wrapper and all. After our lunch,my SIL and i headed to a building to get my hp repaired. Then off to my In Laws house. Did a little bit of things. Watched a malay movie. Hilarious. Past the time there and off i were to meet my babygirl. Its been ages since i last met her. Oky,tipu,about 2 weeks lar. Hahahaa. Took the train back,and met up with my other half sister at MacDonald's. So late sia you dhilla. Hahaha. Cari egg tart but ended up buying something different. I laughed my self out when Khilla and i saw a chinese man trying to climb on something. And khilla imagined it was Dhilla's BF. Sorry dhilla! Hahahaha. Had our late dinner. I had my fillet burger and some mee goreng. Dhilla was entertained by Redza. He practically danced infront of dhilla. So mentel i know. And i show off. Hahahaha. Something happened that i couldn't remember. Dhilla told me i was like a zombie. Hahahaha. Oky,i miss them already. Meet you guys soooon oky. Random post. Sorry.

Tags replied.

illa: ehh makcekk! boleh tolg tak? TOLONG UPDATE. ~
mashi; oky bebeh! da update. random post. sorry. hahaha

Shizuko: Dearest Redza is turning 1year old soon! Cepat sey dier da besar! Wanna bite his cheek can? Hee!
mashi; i know. time flies so fast. hahaha. bite je. i also want to bite nie. hahaha

Wany: pictures of redza available in my blog.. you can grab them alre
mashi; oky adk. later i grab oky.

Kymah: CUTENYAAAAA REDZA! OMG!
mashi; bersabarlah kymah. hahaha. i hope you sempat to attend his party. hahaha. then we can like finally meet again!! hahaha.

2009-06-10T14:58:00.002+08:00

MY SISTER IN LAW ARE PLANNIG ALOT OF GAMES FOR THE BIRTHDAY PARTY!!

I'm so excited!! And i bet she is toooo!

And i so can't wait!

So people who are attending,do bring extra clothes just in case oky! Hahahaha!

2009-06-08T20:35:00.002+08:00

Hello people. My hp is back on track bebeh. Im so happy. As you can see the picture above,how cute can my son be. I love him so much! Damn he's adorable. LOL. Anywho,Friday i'll be checking out some stuffs for Redza's pit for his birthday. I so can't wait. And my darling Sister In Law can't wait too. Im meeting her this friday prolly and i am so going to meet my babygirl and her sister. Dhilla get ready,im going to kacau you! LOL. Im still trying to find a perfect and the cutest outfit for my son. I saw a tigger costume and a pooh costume. And it was so effing cute. But im scared that it'll be hot for my son. Its like a jumpsuit. Anyone have any suggestion?

Anyway,my mom and dad are getting each day. My mom has changed big time. She's not like her old self. And im proud of her. They are talking on getting back together again. Im so happy. And im praying hard that it will happen. Who wants their family to fall apart right. I hope things work out smoothly for them. And no matter what their decisions are,i'll respect it. Anyway,i'm going off now oryte. Goooooooodbye

2009-06-05T20:43:00.002+08:00

Internet is back!

But im very busy this week ):

My hp suddenly berasap. Terkejot saye.

So im using Samsung hp and im sadd. LOL. Anywho,fydot is coming over my house soon but not sure when. And i hope her fiance let her have a sleepover here. Im super excited. My son had his first 5 steps forward. Im so happy for him. Sunday,family and i are heading over to Grandparents house since there's a gathering over there. Ouh next week maybe im off for a holiday maybe to Mersing or Sarawak. Still planning. Or maybe after Redza's bdae we'll be having the family vacation. So people,i will update soon oryte.

Goodnight!

Shizuko: Psssst! I miss you so much.

mashi; i miss you too!! when are you coming back to Spore?

illa: fuh! intresting kepe ??!!!

mashi; seeeee,i sanggop masok kan for u. Interesting right. I got more for you. waid i update oky.

khilla: just one glance mcm kao.. bt not exactly like you.. hurhur! nt bff lar.. jux normal friends since she's wif dey2 nyer fren aper.. hurhur! =) lucky dier giler..

mashi; hahaha. im glad to hear that. anyway,imy lar babe.

2009-06-03T09:10:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone. Since i promised dhilla that i'll upload a video on Neil Armstrong on the moon I guess i would like to share with my daily readers here. My dad,my cousin and i had been doing alot of research and going on the NASA net to read about their trip to them moon. The interesting part is,the US government kept a a secret from the world what really happened during Neil Armstrong trip to the moon. And Apollo 1 to Apollo 17 trip to the moon. Oky let me refresh some of your memories. Let's get back to Science oky.

1) Our Earth rotates itself 24 hours.

2) The rotates around the earth for 1 month.

3) The earth and the moon rotates around the Sun for 365 days or 1 year.

So as you can see,the moon doesn't rotate by itself. I repeat,IT DOESN'T ROTATE BY ITSELF. So when we see the moon from earth it bright right. But what u guys didnt know is the other half of the moon is a total darkness. What we see is only half of the moon. Now get my point? Oky hang in there. Next,have you guys ever wondered why there wasn't much stories about their trip to the moon. Firstly,the US government told the press that after Neil Armstrong trip to the moon,they didn't want to tell us what happened as they were afraid we take it so hard to handle. Secondly US government can only keep a secret to the world for only 30 to 40 years. I repeat ONLY 30 to 40 years. So now the US government decided to reveal a little information on what happened. But when the government decided to tell the people what really happened. NASA lost 700 boxes of files,footage's or whatever. It was believed that someone might have stole it and hid it as they really didn't want the public to know. But still the government revealed a little something on what happened and what they found.
Ignore the alien face. What do you guys think. Let's see another video below. But before that let me tell you,the structures found on the moon were not on the dark surface. It was on the brighter surface where we could see from earth.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=635ma8SSDHg

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b55VzG1N0kE
So what do you guys think? Im in no position in what you guys believe. But this is something i would like to share. Why do you think NASA won't tell us anything for past 40 years plus? Secondly,if you have watched the second video,u can hear one of the man say the NASA couldn't tell us because we people can't handle the truth. And he even said the building was 30 miles high. How tall is that. Its like from the ground to the sky. So what do you guys have in mind?
As for me,im not going to say there are aliens and all because there is no proof and the NASA have yet to tell us. But i strongly believe there are something out there. I don't mind if you guys think im crazy or what. But this is the modern world. You have see based on evidence. Alot of you guys might think differently. Oky i sound like a geek. Hahahahaha. Im just interested in all of these things you know. And i know dhilla is one of them who is anxious to know. HAHAHA. I hope you guys enjoy it. And if you have to say something,just tag me. I like to hear from your point of views. And im sorry i don't really know how to upload the videos at the blog. HAHAHA.

Tooooooooooooooooodles!

2009-06-01T18:50:00.000+08:00

I know i haven't been updating much. I have no pictures. Since my SIL and my baby girl have yet to send me the photos. So where do i start? Oky,on friday i went over to Khilla's house since i promised them i'll be sleeping over. We planned to make our way to Causeway Point. Suddenly,my dearest Wany wanted to join us. Tk abs2 merajok sampai part brape pon tk ingat. Anywho,while waiting for wany to come over,khilla and dhilla got ready and stuffs. I was perspiring like a crazy woman. The weather was so stuffy i tell you. BAHANG!! Then came Wany. Yelahh,what i could remember,dhilla and wany always tried to bully me. Ouh,did i tell you,my SIL and i had alot of arguments.Not in a bad way. Like a debate. Khilla as usual always the last one to bee ready. STAR KARAT seyy member. So made our way to CWP had late lunch. Not me but the others and my son. Then walked and walked. Accompanied Dhilla to buy yogi's stuff.

Next,we were off to This Fashion at Kranji. All were goofy. Especially dhilla. Dancing to a chinese song with very strong expression. Trying out stupid clothes. Like mad people. She's like our laughing gas. Dhilla is so goofy. Bu i love it. Hahahaha. After long hours over there we decided to make our way to LOT 1. Hang out over there fo a little while. Talked laugh and laughed at my son cuteness. Hahahahaa.Wany is so semangat with Redza's birthday party. Redza's aunty is more excited than his own mother. HOW? After a long night,we decided to go back home. I had alot of fun with them. And make sure we do this AGAIN SOON!

So upon reaching home,we decided to buy cup noodles for our late night dinner or supper at home. When we reached home,amirul cooked nasi goreng. So we decidedto have that for our supper. After our supper,Khilla,Dhilla and i decided to have some girls talking session. It was great. I got to see Dhilla's dayak dance. See i told you she's goofy. We laughed so hard and i hardly could remember what we were laughing at. But i remembered it was a great late night session with them. Because i was always the first one to fall asleep early. LOL.

ILLA: tgk HSM pun lei nanges. tak paham uh ni budak. HAHAAH!
mashi; nangis uh. sedih seyy. hahaha.

ILLA: correction eh giler..its not raja rabah rabah but its RAJA URAT BURU BURU! =D
mashi; hahahaha. semue da addiccted pat citer tuu.

khilla: awww.. thanks dear! of course charlieee.. without u, the raja rabah-rabah wouldnt be perfect.. wakakak!! meet u tml okay! aku nga sexcited.. wakaka!
mashi;hahhaa. it was such a great day.

filanaomi: elo mashi saya syg kamu hehe it has been so long i didn"t tag u hehehe u are miss babe!! stay cute always!!!
mashi; hey fila,imy tooooo sey!! and i love you toooo babe!

FYDA: Mesty lah cute. Take ur son for an example. Born in June da gitu cute nk mampos. Then I pon June. Cute jugak kan I? WAKAKAKA~ No shame!
mashi; tkper buat je muke tebal. hahaha.

Shizuko: Alah, cutenye si Redza eh? Hee! Miss you babe!
mashi; mesticutenye. macam mashi mahh! ouh,and imy too babe.

hayati: the dutdut... wahahahahaha... but it's irritating when my family member calls me that...
mashi; hahaha. and i thought myson was the only one withthat nick name. hahaha.

2009-05-28T10:07:00.002+08:00

First of all i would like to say Happy 11 moths to my baby boy. And he's turning 1 year old pretty soooooon. Im so excited. SIL booked the pit already. So we are heading to West Coast. Anyways,i love my baby boy and i never regretted bring him up into this world. God knows how much i love my you Achmad Redza. Even though sometimes i had to give up the most important thing that i want to do. But nothing is worth than having you right by my side. Mummy will love always and i promise to be there each time you need me. ILY! And i bet alot of other people loves you too.

So anyway,im pretty tired lately. And i want to say Congratulations to Khilla for finnaly having a job. LOL. And yeah,im meeting them tomorrow and spend time with them again. Hahahaa. They're like my sisters. And i appericiate every moment i was with them. SO i can't wait to meet them tmorrow. oky tooooooooodles.

2009-05-23T14:55:00.002+08:00

Tags replied here bebeh.

ILLA: ape lagiii...botak kan wany nye farm uhh! abeeeh!
mashi; hahaha. tengah nk botak kan skali farmer die offline lar. hahaha.

Wany: it all thanks to me korang hanyut dengan farm town, wellll ! hahaha

mashi;yah,thanks to you we are all addicted to farmtown. lol

hayati: one of your son's nickname is the same as mine... wahahaha... and i seriously can't wait to see him
mashi; hahaha. serious? which nicname? hahaaha. yah,dtg oky. haha

khilla: hahahhaa!! tu gambar sungguh tk perlu seh.. aku terlalu cute sampai dhilla geram sendirik and attacked me.. wakaka!!
mashi; hahaha. cute kape? krg mcm lain seyy, hahaa

ILLA: gosh! gambar tu senonoh seii! lagi2 lau org pervert like eu tgk..nti abes uhh..hahaha!! iye la..jaja nye nick name semua terkuar.. LOL!..abes uh..dier pun da tepikat kt beauty n da beast uh..hahaa!
mashi; not pervert. its funny. haha. they should see what really happened. haha. die suke lar beauty and the beast. lol.

ILLA: maybe maybe! kite kan adik2 suke tink alike. lol! iye la..viewerz tau ape happen..conferm next episode org tk nk tgk mahh! selenge arh kamuu!! haha!
mashi; jaht sey panggil me selenger. you know what,i meyampah sey whith the adk2. LOL.

FYDA: Alamak, Redza pon June? Agaknyer June babies mmg cute uh. I lah 1 of them. WAKAKA~

mashi; hahaha. maybe lar. your baby is also going to be on june kan! hahaha. satu clan arh korang. hahaa. i bet ur baby is going to be soooooooooo cute!!

2009-05-22T13:45:00.000+08:00

My son loves to bully me. Very mischievious. Im tired . Very tired i mean. He's such a hyper active boy. I was suppose to meet my babygirl today. But im just so tired. I got Babygirl and her sister addicted to Farmtown. Dhilla and Khilla were so jakun. But i can't say anything cause i was just like them when my SIL got me into Farmtown. Hahahaha.My baby and i are watching Beauty and the Beast. I think he really loves this movie cause he's sitting quietly and concentrating on this movie. Macam paham seyy Redza. Hahahaa. When i pause the movie,he'll get mad and start to cry. Hahahaha. Macam2 perangai seyy.

Yesterday i was webcamming with Babygirl when suddenly Dhilla tried to attack Khilla I laughed all the way. You guys should have seen what really happened. It cracks me up. I find the picture above very funny cause it seems like they are doing something inappropriate. Hahahaha. They really made my day. Anyway,i will update soon oky. Goodbye all.

Tooooooooooooooodles!

2009-05-21T13:06:00.002+08:00

Tags Replied here people.

Wany: omg,, you really going uh?????
mashi; yes sayang,im going. lol

linda: haha.true pe.its like they are so obsess wif u.bt i gt to give u alot of credit fr taking care of the precious boy all by urself.u go girl.
mashi; hahaha.stop it sey ngan drg. haha. thanks babe.

rina gf: anws,nice pichas u got thr..cey nice la ur hair! (:
rina gf: beb! u fer surely see ma sis if ur goin d PCD tingy.ma sis got de tix at 150bux..gosh! haha..snggop uh dektu..
mashi; tahnks for the comment. yelar,tempat tu besar sey. hahaa. kalau ternampak pon,i don't think she recognise me.LOL

hayati: mak datok!!! punyer la banyak... and i thought not that much when u mentioned 2 meals and snacks...
mashi; im a heavy eater. When im happy,i eat. When im sad,i eat. When im angry i also eat. LOL

2009-05-21T08:43:00.002+08:00

Its 8.45 am and im wide awake. I had to wake up early as its the season finale of American Idol i really want to know who gets the Idol tittle. I really hope Adam Lambert is the winner. But either way,i will be happe. Kris is hot though. Hahahaha. And and and im just too excited for my baby's bdae pit. LOL. Anyway,yesterday night,i had my webcam session with my dearest babygirl. Hahahaha. Sesungguhnye die memang tk btol! LOL. And dhilla,when i come there soon,make sure kite main Life and Monopoly. I miss all that kecohness. Hahahaha. Oky guys,i want to go watch American Idol. Bye.

And i miss chatting with this bodoh! LOL. Come home soon oky.

2009-05-20T21:17:00.002+08:00

27 June marks the date for Redza's Birthday pit. Thanks to my SIL who is going to helo me book it. And let me tell you,both us were so KECOH and super excited oky. We planned everything. And she even wants to surprise me and Redza for the decoration. How sweet can she be. ILY adk. LOL. And i think Dhilla is also addicted to Farm town on facebook. Me,wany and dhilla were so kecoh. Hahahaha. I mean dhilla only. LOL. Da jadi petani kate kan. Hahaha. Anyway,mummy coming over tomorow. I can't wait. And i really can't wait for 27 June. And i bet my SIL is excited tooooo. Hahaha. Oky this is just random update. I will update soon oky. Toooooooooooooooooooodles.

2009-05-19T16:01:00.000+08:00

THE PUSSYCAT DOLLS ARE COMING TO SINGAPORE for their Dolls Domination concert tour on the 4th June at 8 pm. Starting tickects at $68. Obviously,i am going. Fydot and i really want Khilla to join us though. Im grabbing the tickets next Friday. And prolly im bringing Redza as well or not my mummy will take good care of him of course. Im still thinking though. And we're are sogoing to grab their shirts there. Finally my dream came true! I got to go to their concert bebeh! Daddy told me to book online but must use credit. Im not sure yet. LOL. I can't wait!

I had a lovely conversation with Fyda bloggie mate. And i can't wait for her baby girl arrival. And i can definitely see the change in her. She has become a much mature person than the last i knew. She speaks her mind right. And im so proud that she is able to take this well. She would definitely agree with me that being a mother you realise you are muh reasonable and mature in every ways. So fyda,remember Khilla and i will always be supporting u. And i promise we will visit u too at the hospital. If i can survive this,you can too oky sayang :)

So anyways,mummy is moving back here real soon. Atlast my family are getting back together. And i really hope,this time it works. *Praying hard*. Ouh,i going to book Redza bbq pit real soon. So guys,hang in there for the invitation. Hahahaha. Im still having some doubts. I don't know if i want to do it at West Coast or East Coast. Still thinking. So guys,i will update real soon oky (:

Tooooooooooooooooooooooodles!

2009-05-19T00:40:00.002+08:00

It's 12.42 am and im still up.Im having webcamming sessions with my babygirl Khilla. And im watching Survivor AGAIN! I've watched it the Direct Off telecast and im watching again. And the winner of the Survivor is effing HOT LAR SIOL!! Hahahaha! And im pretty sure im going to cry again like how i did in the afternoon (:

Im soon going to get my hands on Miley Cyrus book tittle 'Miles To Go.' I can't wait. And im going to get my hands on the Hannah Montana perfume AGAIN. Well,im going to bed real soon. So toooooodles people.

2009-05-18T10:32:00.000+08:00

Gooooooooooooood morning everyone!

My stomach is so full. I had alot of food for breakfast. My nenek called me up at 7.30 in the morning and myg grandma,granddad,my uncle and my my aunt had our breakfast at our usual place. I had mee rebus,3 epok2 kentang,3 epok2 sardine,2 kuih lopes,lontong,4 hotdogs. LOL. I know its scary. Eversince i became a mother,mak kau,makan tk ingat dunia sey mashi. But atleast im happy. Hahahaha. My boncet da terselah. My body gain up abit. I used to be 44 then when i was pregnant i was 51 and now im 48 to 49. Gosh,that's scary.

Anywho,i got to get back to my game now. I will update real sooooon oky. Toooooooooodles!

2009-05-17T22:00:00.000+08:00

Hello! As you can see in the tag board,Dhilla & Waney wants me to update. Im too lazy actually. Im sooooo tired sey. Well anyway,Friday had a sleepover atmy babygirl's house. It was raining heavily. So dhilla,khilla and i decided to make a video but ended up making fun of ourselves. I had an enjoyable day that day. Then Saturday morning,Khilla and i had our rebonding session. Khilla with her big brains told that we can take 969 but ended up far away from the place. Hahahhaa. We walked the whole neighbourhood. After the rebonding,we decided to hang out for awhile and talked crap. I wanted to cry but i couldn't. LOL

Upon reaching Khilla's house,few minutes later daddy called and asked me to get ready. I was so paniced. LOL. So my mom was there tooooo! We had our late lunch at Woodlands Mart. And yesss,my hot dog was rare. They didn't cook it properly. I was ****ingly dissapointed seyy. CB tol. So anyway,headed to my aunty place and we had our family reunion since it has been years since all of us sit and talk. Redza forgot all about me since there was my Kakak sedare son 'Akil' which was 1 years plus.So they played together. Redza attacked him. My son was like a fighter seyy. And that was scary. He was pushing,punching him.

And all of my cousins sat outside the house and talked about our childhood where we were all brought up there together and played at the corridor and all.We were laughing and even crying. LOL. It was fun. Then,at night it was home sweet home. I thought i wanted to go online,but i was just too tired. So now here i am,and most prolly i'm turning in sooooon.

Ouh,someone was bugging me and telling me off. Just to set the record straight,me and zul are just close friends very very close friends. I knew him long time ago when we were both schooling. So i know you'd prolly be reading my blog. So don't assume that we are an item. He has been a very good friend and i love him like how i love my BFF's. If you love him,i don't even give a damn. If he dosen't like you,then it has nothing to do with me. And to tell me off just like that,i assume you have no pride for yourself. You know what i mean. So i hope you understand and do youself a favour,have some pride oky.

So guys,i'll update sooooooooooooooooon oky!

Toooooooodles!

2009-05-14T10:50:00.002+08:00

Redza woke me up at 7 in the morning. Ouh goodness. So he had his bath and breakfast. While i was playing with him suddenly i saw him falling asleep. Hahahaha. Ouh,i heard Star Trek was superb. Im going ti but the VCD once its released. Oky,i have 2months left for the very first premier of Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince. I can't waid. Come on,let the time fly. Pleaseeeeee! Tomorrow im meeting Fydot and Khilla! I can't wait. Like finally! Then the following Saturday,Khilla and i are going to have our hair done in the morning. So Zul,i won't be able to webcam with you. Im sorry. You can just call me or msg me oky! I want to drink Red Tea and i want to eat Rendang Burger at Burger King, McSpicy at McDonald,Spicy Mee Goreng at Banquet,Tom Yam Soup at Vivo Banquet and also i feel like eating Fish & Chips. Oky,terok sey mash. Hahahaha. Mcm mane badan aku tk naik. LOL. So readers, i want to do my housechores. So i will update real soooon oky!

Tooooooooooooooooodles!

2009-05-13T23:31:00.002+08:00

ɛɛɛ˗lalala~_________ says:
-bahahaha!
it's Mashi. says:
-ape yang bahahaha?
-ba nye tk perlu lar dhilla
-hahaha
ɛɛɛ˗lalala~_________ says:
-aiyarhh..tu konon nyer mcm evil luff gitu la..hahaha
it's Mashi. says:
-evil laugh is like this " WAHAHAHAHAHHA"
-cam gitu
-hahaha
it's Mashi. winks:
Play "Laugh"
ɛɛɛ˗lalala~_________ says:
-aiyah..i do my own trademark evil luff la...bahahahaa!..hahahaa
it's Mashi. says:
-mcm gitu
-bahahaha mcm kambing sey dhilla
ɛɛɛ˗lalala~_________ says:
-tu ukan evil luff..tu luff da tebiat nk mampoz. hahaha
it's Mashi. says:
-hahahhaa
ɛɛɛ˗lalala~_________ says:
-kambing got luff bahaha meh? hahaha
it's Mashi. says:
-kan kambing macam "bahhh bahhh"
ɛɛɛ˗lalala~_________ says:
-mentah2 la ddok dkat2 ngan kampong...kambing ketawe pun dier dgr ehk.
-hahaha
-kambing bunyi mmbekkk laa..hahaha

It's oky if you guys don't understand. But i laugh so hard at this conversation till i forgot Zulwas on the line. HAHAHA. She cracked me up! Oky bye!

2009-05-13T19:22:00.002+08:00

As i was closing the gate,i didnt realise that my hand was on the other side of the gate. To my carelessness,it smacked on my fingers and now they're swollen. Its painful. But im trying to bare with it. Redza is being so active. I swear,i am so tired. So anyway,had a long chat with my BFF Fyda. We promised to meet up on Friday and dragging Khilla with us. Since fyda took that off day for us. I so cant wait. And im visit my didie too who just gave birth. And Zul has been ragging me to meet him since he's dying to meet me. Its been long since we last met. I can't even remember when. But unfortunately,i had to tell him not the time yet. I need to settle things. And to my amazed,he did understand. LOL. Im waiting forhis call. And i hope he get well soon since he's having a little headache. Im planning to do a BBQ pit for my son bdae which is on 27 June. So i need to do booking and all. When things are confirmed,i'll invite you guys oky. Since some of you really want to meet me and my son. LOL. So guys,i will update soon oky.

Tooooooooooooooooodles.

2009-05-13T00:50:00.002+08:00

I was super boring so baby and i decided to have a cam-whoring session. I look messy i know. Hahaha. I was awake by Zul at 4.53 am. I couldn't be bother at first. Abh kesian nye pasal,terpakse lar reply. He's being super stubborn at first but at the end of the day,itwas worth it. He made me smile widely justnow and i can't seem to stop smiling till now. He's so get me. Hahahaha. Oky waid, inappropriate. Hahahaha. Zuland i are just friends. Close friends i can say. Not more uh. So don't fikir bukan2 oky. LOL. Redza is being so manja lately and i don't know why. But he's adorable! I love him. And he's turning years old next month! Im excited! Oky,i gtg now. Tooooooooooooooooodles!

2009-05-12T14:48:00.002+08:00

I really can't wait any longer for Harry Potter to be shown. Its killng me waiting this long. Walauweyyyy! 2 months to go!

2009-05-11T22:25:00.002+08:00

Happy Mother's Day Mummy! I love you so much.

No matter how selfish you can be sometimes,i still love you course you had been there for me in the most hardest moment in my life. You stood by me no matter what and no mother could ever replace you! I love you mummy. I wish you were here now!

Anyway,yesterday i had a family gathering. They made me a keychain with the carving "World's Best Mummy" and its a picture of me and my son. I was in tears. We had BBQ over. My aunts and one of my Cousin who was a mother too celebrated together. Im happy.

Anyway! Good news,my good friend didi just gave birth to a baby girl. And im so proud of her. So i'll be meeting her real soon. I want to see her baby girl. Anyway,i will update again oky. Tooooodles!