I,Siti Masuri Ayu am proud to say that i have an amazing son at the age of 17 and i don't regret any seconds of it. I practically raised my son all by myself and i gave up every freedom to bring him up. And i don't regret it. As im working now,my mom looks after him in the morning while i look after him after my work. And i know ive been seeing my lovely friends alot but that doesn't mean im not doing my job as a mom. Say all you want that im a bad example for my son and all but the thing is im not doing anything bad infront of him. Not like im going around like a slut or take drugs etc. And don't judge me just because i did a mistake once i will keep doing it again. Secondly,i am allowed to see whoever i want and when ever i want. If i want to meet my friends everyday,it isn't your damn problem. And yes so what if Hayati is my new bestfriend. Is it a problem to any of you guys? Does it concern you guys either way? I guess not. Thirdly,Ahmad Shairie and i are in a very good condition. So isit a problem that even though we broke up,we still meet each other and calls each other 'b' and we still exchange kisses? I guess not. If he has a gf,he would have told me or i would have found out no matter what. And no he did not cheat on me with a different girl. We broke up because there were too much distractions by a cruel person and that's why we maintained the relationship we are in right now. I won't call him my boyfriend but i won't call him my friend either. And fourthly,Ahmad Shairie does love my baby. I have eyes and others have eyes too. Im not expecting him to replace his real father. But he's just like a father figure to him. And my baby loves him too. So in a way,both loves each other and i don't have any problem with that. And last but not least. About me keeping my baby away from his father. You people don't know anything that ever happened to us. I will never keep him away from his dad. No matter what,good or evil,that is still his dad. If he wants to see his own son,be my guest. I won't stop him because it's still his too. But the only problem,he hasn't been asking for him ever since he was born. So who's fault isit?

Yours Truly Siti Masuri Ayu ,♥ 12:28 AM