Anywho,as my leading man Zul and myself are getting on pretty well things around me are starting to happen, And i swear i am not loving it. As i went back home earlier today,i realise Arie was at mom's place. I decided not to go up first as i don't want to meet him or see his face at all. But as i waited for about 10 mins,i gave up and just went up. So i pretend as if there's a wall between us and i didn't even want to look him in the eyes. But somehow,he managed to catch my attention and he asked me to send him down and bring Redza along. So he was putting on his helmet he held out his hands for me to salam him as usual then he just pulled me and kissed me on the lips. That is so not necessary Ahamad Shairie. The more i want him out of my life the more he's trying to be there for me. And he's been calling me and thank god my handphone was out of service at that time :) I won't deny the feelings for him are still there but im not going to tell him that and i seriously don't want him to be any part of my life. And if my leading man knows about this,surely mati lah aku :) But im pretty sure he understands it right baby? :)

Yours Truly Siti Masuri Ayu ,♥ 11:40 PM